Sated

never again
will I trust your strong arms to hold me
I see now that true strength lies in the heart
never again will I seek for you to know me
you knew me enough to rip me apart
never again will I open my door
if i crack it open, it will be simply to peak out
never again will I be your whore
This allegance to myself, will be absolute, and devout.
never again will I be such a fool
as to believe that you reciprocated
never again will I be your tool
some flesh toy with which your desires may be sated

Foresaker

crazy maker
heart breaker
fucking faker
belly acher
coal raker
soultaker
foresaker

Lesion

Who could love
a lesion
who could love
a cyst
tell me that Im wrong
when I say I won't be missed
Who could find a reason
to hold on to a thorn
tell me that Im lying
When I say I wish I wasn't born
Who could be so foolish
as to let me in
tell you something that Im sure of
I will never love again

Bereft

You made clear that I am secondary
and I "the fool" held my fools gold prize
What we shared was extraordinary
yet it comes as no surprise
that I was shiny pretty new... a toy
for a silly careless little boy
and I didn't even mind
in fact if I could rewind
Id keep each moment the same
is that even sane?
I'd never trade a touch or cuddle
I wouldn't take back my lake-like tear puddle
I'd ask for it all again
I am a glutton for pain
I relive moments in my head
because that is now all I've left
for you I am seeing Red
and of your love my world is now bereft