Worth

I dub thee a sycophant
let us begin this worthy rant
A servile self-seeker who attempts to win favor
by flattering influential people whose attention you savour
remember that some of us watch you dear
and are aware of your lies which we can't help but hear
your gestures seem genuine
and yet are but a guise
you are a friend to none
I now realize
Strategic positioning vying for a prize
attention from those who in your eyes
can gain you momentum in your obvious goal
tell me again that you have a soul...?
when you sold it for nothing more than a good name
which in the end you yourself brought to shame
sycophantic tendencies have led to the end
of our friendship which I highly doubt we can mend
through the cracks of your smile you showed me your putrid truth
your behaviours so vile....so disgusting and uncouth
sacrificing for your delusion, all the true connections you once made
 The price for your indiscretion...you begrudgingly paid
though not without question, projection and tears
sorry that you manifested your fears
perhaps your facade will peel away from your face
and eventually you will remember your true place
down off your pedastal, back here on earth
when you know how to love...you will find your true worth

Salt & Sea

riding out the wave into the rocks
We come crashing into a hard realization
If I am the salt, then you are the sea
I am waiting for you to evaporate
so that I may be free
and here comes the sun-
oh brightly shining key

Tea Kettle Heart

Ready or not here I love
run if you must like some pedantic child
I will stand in place with a tea kettle heart
I'm screaming
Im boiling over
come pour me in your cup

Sated

never again
will I trust your strong arms to hold me
I see now that true strength lies in the heart
never again will I seek for you to know me
you knew me enough to rip me apart
never again will I open my door
if i crack it open, it will be simply to peak out
never again will I be your whore
This allegance to myself, will be absolute, and devout.
never again will I be such a fool
as to believe that you reciprocated
never again will I be your tool
some flesh toy with which your desires may be sated

Foresaker

crazy maker
heart breaker
fucking faker
belly acher
coal raker
soultaker
foresaker

Lesion

Who could love
a lesion
who could love
a cyst
tell me that Im wrong
when I say I won't be missed
Who could find a reason
to hold on to a thorn
tell me that Im lying
When I say I wish I wasn't born
Who could be so foolish
as to let me in
tell you something that Im sure of
I will never love again

Bereft

You made clear that I am secondary
and I "the fool" held my fools gold prize
What we shared was extraordinary
yet it comes as no surprise
that I was shiny pretty new... a toy
for a silly careless little boy
and I didn't even mind
in fact if I could rewind
Id keep each moment the same
is that even sane?
I'd never trade a touch or cuddle
I wouldn't take back my lake-like tear puddle
I'd ask for it all again
I am a glutton for pain
I relive moments in my head
because that is now all I've left
for you I am seeing Red
and of your love my world is now bereft

Gladly

Love me like my mother wouldn't
See me as my Daddy couldn't
Keep me even though you shouldn't
I am pretty I am smart
Treat me as a princess-wont you?
ALWAYS love me...LOVE ME!!! dont you?
With all my kisses I'll anoint you
I am willing to play the part
Love me or I wont be worth it
Validate me or I'll die of regret
but push me and I'll push you back
psyche under direct attack
I'll haunt you if you dare forget me
don't pretend you never met me
I'll destroy you if you let me
if you think that I won't win...bet me
Need me like I need you-Sadly
Love me like I love you-Madly
Treat me like I treat you-Badly
Rip your heart out and eat it? Gladly!

Attention Whore

Trust you grow with reaching branches
"Friend" in you I was taking chances
yet you lie without even batting your lashes
of our brittle bond, there is nothing left but ashes

I smell your lie
like a fresh burning pie
You are looking for attention
and the rest I won't mention

You will deny any logic I apply
for drama you have a penchant
needing love from Momma
You are barely sentient

Trust you fade with every morning
"Friend" my time with you is adjourning
all of my affection will be withdrawn without warning
as I think of the friends you are subtly scorning

Your jealousy is very ugly
Explosive, you should be handled with care
you are staring, smiling, and sitting smugly
Speak my mind? I wouldn't dare...

Manipulation is your default
your failed coercion turns to assault
for if you do not get your way
surely there will be hell to pay

So let your insecurity be your crown
while you subtly tear others down
by implying that you always know best
You passively indicate that you're better than the rest

Faker I have learned my lesson
parting from you will be nothing short of a blessing
You can live in your sad denial
watching your patterns is truly vile

But know this liar, that I see through
I watch closely-yes I do...
and I have seen this all before
you are just an attention whore

I am a Porcupine

I have sharp quills
I will make you bleed
I will come as a sharp surprise
stay the fuck away from me
I will get under your skin
quite literally
I have sharp quills
I will make you bleed