"Amigo"

I despise you
this is certain
there is no man
behind this curtain
the truth escapes you still I see
you have destroyed the best of me
I realize your mind
is very vapid
your process of thought
albeit rapid
offers nothing of value to me
your basic thought process, is unimpressive you see
don't pretend that you are my "amigo"
when obviously your love is outweighed by your ego

Hope, and Wonder

love you have given me substance and reason
love you have broken me down for a season
love you build me back up once again
love you make sniffling boys out of men
love you leave hallow the hearts of those willing
to believe in the myth of you, hold on to the wish of you
love you are a wholly irrational feeling
and I do not want to need you
love? Fuck you love! you have torn me asunder
love fuck you love....you made me hope, and wonder.

Magnificent

Magnificent
I love you in a moment
with one soft brush
of your lips upon my skin
you were a shadow
until the sun colored you over
and filled my eyes with you
Magnificent
I need you now forever
yet you will go
faster than I came
draining me of my color
leaving me as a shadow

White Rabbit Running

Blue eyes blind me
don't remind me
I want to want nothing
I need to need something
blue eyes spellbind me
you always find me
in my deepest slumber
in my wildest dreams
Blue eyes see me
please come free me
I want to want nothing
I need to need something
Blue eyes burn me
my heart yearning
White Rabbit Running
I've run out of time